The golden era of my life soon ended when I reached the age of 18, I never knew that I was my last birthday I would be celebrating. Sometimes we don’t need that our all dreams come true we just want someone in our life who do really care for us give us priority above all. If I’m not wrong I was blessed with the best she was extraordinary mother . A lady who spend all her life for her love ones, who supported her family in hard times took care of her sick mother who was disable, then faced the criticism of not getting married at age of 30 when she got married her life become more harder as she gave birth to 3 daughters she had to face unrealistic questions. She stood firm and continued her job as a teacher to support her husband. She played every role with full dignity and beyond everything the best role she was playing was the role of a mother, a best friend to her daughters. Allah love to test His love ones who are closer to Him. Sometimes unexpected things happens in our lives and we can’t believe how it has happen. Allah takes the most precious thing from us that mean everything to us and then we have to start a life full of problems. I don’t have much in my life left now but 18 years of my life is a good memory for me to remember for rest of my life, those days still bring smile on my face when I’m tensed. Beautiful memories are captured in form of pictures. I had bundle of happiness in my life and I use to think why people say life is hard my life is not hard I might be lucky. Now I don’t remember when the last day I was happy was. My physical health is getting down day by day I feel myself weaker and weaker with time. When you don’t have any reason to live I still have to live for my own self so that when I meet her again I won’t be ashamed as she always wanted me to be happy with or without her, but she didn’t knew that my only happiness was associated with her, I wanted to do many things to see her smile because of me. Now life is just a commitment to live. I know things will get harder with time and I’m ready for that as I know this world is full of selfish people who only use us for their personal benefit. People say she’s gone but she’s not gone she’s now everywhere watching us praying for us where ever I am today and where ever I will be tomorrow will be just because of her.
Life is not easy as we don’t know who is with us and who is playing against us, everyone has put an artificial mask on their faces, and they are good in front of me and beast behind my back. Life is unsolved mystery full of dangerous animals who are ready to eat us anytime. People don’t need a weapon to kill their words as enough, their words their actions are more harmful than weapon.